walking along the hallway, a feeling of excitement ran through my vein. then series of thoughts clouded my thoughts, now you are gonna be a certified Master degree holder, then you should proud of that…Gee!! watta achievement…..but NOH!! why do I feel this way..is it the feeling of excessive excitement with a sheer of arrogance!!..wanaubdhubillah!!..
when I was on the verge of almost giving up and courage almost lost its way. then when I returned to Creator and begged and sought His guidance and help… He answered my prayer. He never led me astray after all those harsh and rocky roads I was walking through….
watta shame!!...braggart, arrogance, show-off, pride…all these are shameful to ALLAH….after He is the ultimate source whatever we achieve in life…
Indeed, the compensation to all of this is to fulfill our responsibility as a slave of HIM…
OH ALLAH…always show me the way…. give me light when I slip into the deceptive realm of darkness…
this is for friends who are befallen by lunatic and punitive acts by others….
in not very remote but very recent times, I have witnessed my eprienced that there are firiends who are beloved to me, faced with crisis done to them by nuisance people…well, me myself cannot deny the facr that I experienced it also.
these *nuisance* people are friends of FOUL LANGUAGE, think of themselves that they are above everybody else…well for me, there is only one answer “YOU ARE WHAT YOU SAY”…..and no doubt about it. these are the individuals who are afraid of losing the fair battle and they engage themselves in a very disgusting play and displaying no dignity to themselves.
there are collective measures can be carried out to tackle these issues, you bounce back for reprisals right away, keep silent and calculate how much damage can cause if you retaliate, or leave it to Allah and pray….
for me, there is no one could do justice for you in totality except for Allah. leave it silently to Allah, then you will be witnessing how justice will be done to you by Him. when you are being inflicted pains by others by intent, and you fully return to Him then expect a vengeance for you.
there are two things I can say for sure 1. they will be shaken and haunted by their conscience, and if they don’t have concscience at all 2. they will be stricken with stricken with catastrophic and tragic events…..Allah has promised that there is time for oppressed and oppressors…
So NO WORRIES AT ALL….ALLAH is always in the side of those who return to Him.
I want to write but can’t
my head is spinning around
my mind is flooded with thoughts
but cant streamline them down
The thoughts of thinking of what if and if and if??
The thoughts of vagueness of thoughts
The thoughts of the stillness of thoughts
The thoughts of the confusion of mind
The thoughts of shrinking of the heart
The thoughts of remembering the memories
The thoughts of lingering yesterday
The thoughts of what is the next step
Allah’s wisdom is hard to fathom. There are events passed that turned into the maze. At times, it feels like standing at the crossroads and other times, feels like you do not know where this journey leads you.
There is a maxim says that “if you do not risk anything, you will risk everything”. Well, yah its true how would you know if a certain thing is will be yours if you won’t take a risk. Then when I take a risk, riddles, mazes, turbulence and confusion have laid at the doorsteps. They have led me in topsy-turvy world. There are people who were judgmental, throwing blame on me and being so insensitive sometimes.
These events left a profound effect on me. The thought of me that pains will go away was just a thought. It still persists and I do not why. The people who’ve been judgmental disturbed me.
Then I just realized that why should i why drain and energy my time with these. It’s true that there is always Allah’s wisdom in every turn of event but we human being hardly dissect it. Because of these events, I opted to be indifferent because after all whatever Allah’s message will prevail in a right time. LET TIME DECIDE…
Allah’s wisdom is hard to fathom. There are events passed that turned into the maze. At times, it feels like standing at the crossroads and other times, feels like you do not know where this journey leads you.
There is a maxim says that “if you do not risk anything, you will risk everything”. Well, yah its true how would you know if a certain thing is will be yours if you won’t take a risk. Then when I take a risk, riddles, mazes, turbulence and confusion have laid at the doorsteps. They have led me in topsy-turvy world. There are people who were judgmental, throwing blame on me and being so insensitive sometimes.
These events left a profound effect on me. The thought of me that pains will go away was just a thought. It still persists and I do not why. The people who’ve been judgmental disturbed me.
Then I just realized that why should i why drain and energy my time with these. It’s true that there is always Allah’s wisdom in every turn of event but we human being hardly dissect it. Because of these events, I opted to be indifferent because after all whatever Allah’s message will prevail in a right time. LET TIME DECIDE…
*there is indeed politics of life---you, yourself is the main player, dont get succumbed to your sorroundings. see the big picture, then find out what role you're gonna play.
*life is gambling---do not gamble yourself that entails an ominoues future. its hard to do. but strike a balance between rationality and emotion.
*do not tell you others whom you cannot fully trust about your weaknesses. you will never know they will use them against you.
*do not dwell your self to nonsensical and absurd things, they just make you unproductive and prevent you from being happy
*avoid yourself from TOXIC friends. they drain your positive energy that deteriorates your emotional well-being---go to to this LINK to find more about TOXIC FRIENDS and how to HANDLE it,,http://toxicfriendships.org/aboutus.aspx
*just go with the flow...don't rush to the conclusion.
*ABOVE ALL---don't despair to ALLAH's will...He will always do the justice for you, wait for that time.
you told me you loved me
you told me you cared about me
you told me you i am most valued
you told me you can't let go of me
but when the eggs crumbled,
did hold you hold on?
when asked to turn back time,
didn't you turn your back?
you told me i am most valued,
but you did what i makes hurt the most
you told me you can't let go of me
but you let other come to your life
now here comes another,
did what you expect you to do,
now here i am.
willing to surrender my love.
now that i am gone,
now that you want me back
now that i can't afford to break a sincere heart
now I am sorry...
| Ramadhan is a month that requires every Muslim to fast as a fulfillment of its accountability to Allah S.W.T. It is a blessed month that Allah S.W.T has given us the golden opportunity. Every Muslim is bestowed with opportunity to reap many rewards that only this Ramadhan offers. Allah gives us the opportunity in this month to reform and mend ourlsenes for the past sins. Moreover, it is in this month that Qur’an was revealed to Prophet (S.A.W.), then recitation of Qur’an is another huge advantage for us to gain reward because the in every letter you read is tantamount to seventy rewards.
Since it is now the month of Ramadhan, let us ask ourselves how many years of fasting have passed and how much it changed us? Then again let’s ask ourselves why Muslim Community is in the state of backwardness? Then again let’s ask ourselves why Qur’an has been revealed to Prophet (S.W.A). The following verse will give us the understanding why Qur’an has been revealed to Mohammad (S.AW). Allah said in the Qur’anic verse 2:185 “The Month of Ramadhan in which was revealed the Qur’an, a guidance for the people and clear proofs of guidance and criterion.” It is revealed so that we may not go astray.
Unfortunately, the Muslims nowadays do not tune in to the teachings of Islam. They reject some and accept the Islamic principles that have laid down in the Holy Qur’an. As a result of this, most Muslims have been misguided and their society has fallen into a naught.
Let us go back to Qur’an and make this Ramadhan a start for a new beginning. We should clean our soul and apply the content of the Qur’an in all aspects of out life and become fortunate. As al-Ghazali said that Allah does not oppress any man but man himself oppresses his soul and become unfortunate. Let this Ramadhan an avenue for a brighter future. Let us read Qur’an while putting into practice what Allah has decreed. Following Qur’an holistically will make us a prosperous society as it set as a divine guidance for us by our Creator. |
let us face the fact that we are sent to earth by ALLAH (S.W.T.) with a sacred purpose. our creator made us Humans as the best among His creature because of our intellect and rational mind.
moreover, Human intellect is purportedly created not in vain. it is for deciphering the existence of ALLAH (S.W.T.) and to epitomise that we human beings are vicegerent of God bestowed with human intellect that is to thrive for the development and welfare of Mankind especially Muslim Ummah.
as the Muslim World flunk in the surge of losing ground. the rational mind can discern this happen and what cause what??....
unfortunately, there are some Muslims who have fallen prey to the indulgence of their faculty of reason. they are too much imbued in their rationality and logic but discarding the divine intervention.
like for instance, if we turn our attention to the Muslim Community nowadays, the Muslim world technologically, militarily, politically is in the brink of backwardness. but you cannot solely rely on logical assumption that Muslims will not return to its lost glory based on its current status. the myriad of turbulences affecting the Muslims today do not mean total failures, because in every event, there is a wisdom and lesson we can draw from. failures portray as a wake up call but this are being overshadowed by many of the muslims secularised mind.
the muslim secularised mind sometimes neglect the fact that the reason of the malady of the Ummah is the disentanglement of the Quran in every aspect of Muslim mind.they even overshadow the divine will that everything is possible to ALLAH (S.W.T.) if we only coalesce the rational mind with the divine intervention, then we can grasp a sheer of optimism in the future.
Everyday is another step farther to lead into the unknown and unraveled destiny. Allah has set everything to each of His creator. But He set everything in a guarded tablet that no body knows except Him. What destined to be fixed is that everybody will come to final destination. Only that we do not know when is our turn to embark to such final end. The rest is unknown and unraveled. It is us who traverse across the ocean, who travel a thousand miles, who struggle a daunting journey to unfold that uncertain destiny.
Along a far away and wearing expedition of life, Allah always put up mysterious links that chain the one journey to another that will lead us to our destiny. Allah works in mysterious ways that sometimes we human do not keep an eye.
For me, I have prepared myself to travel a long journey if my Creator requires me to climb a mountain, to cruise the ocean, to cry a river. After all, life as I said is a journey, a long travel to the vague and ambiguous future. I will just enjoy the wonders and marvels of the world while running or walking or even crawling in meeting the destiny.
Inspired by my Gari,,,=)
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